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Gut

My gut #

I think I have a weak gut. At the same time, my gut is quite strong. How is that possible!?

Maybe it's like glass or ceramic or marble - it's tough, but brittle. Wait, are the examples here right, I'll check later.

My mum says I wouldn't eat any solid food and very limited liquid throughout my infancy and childhood. I can't say how true that is. Maybe she just wanted me to eat more than I did, or was just generally worried. That's another thing. My mum is a massively anxious person. Maybe she got that way after her first pregnancy. But she's equally tough.

Makes me wonder. Are all tough people actually anxious. Or are all anxious people actually tough. Is there a connection there?

There are some people who just seem effortless in the way they go about achieving heights. While there are others, like me, who seem to have to work harder, overcome things, to get anywhere near those same heights.

I'm sure researchers have studied this. Will come back with any relevant work here.

Why am I thinking about this #

I think on some level I want to ascertain if what I am is right or not. Funny notion isn't it. Can the identity of a person be right or wrong! Do I think of people like that? I seriously hope not. But maybe I do.

Quite a loop I have here.

Everyone is unique. Literally. So who cares.

All I have to do is lean in to my uniqueness, do analysis without the paralysis, and move the f on.

P.S. #

This writing to myself on the open web business is quite fun.

Should have done it much earlier!