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	"title": "FCKG XYZ",
	"language": "en",
	"home_page_url": "https://xyz.ckg.fyi/",
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	"description": "Just another blog. Open heart surgery or worldwide therapy for me.",
	"author": {
		"name": "chan",
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			"url": "https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world",
			"title": "Hello World!",
			"content_html": "<h2 id=\"what-is-this\" tabindex=\"-1\">What is this <a class=\"header-anchor\" href=\"https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world\">#</a></h2>\n<p>Well, I'm a human. Let's call me 'Chan'.</p>\n<p>This is the first time I've ever posted anything on the internet. Well, almost.</p>\n<p>[There's this one blog post from way way back.] (https://chandankgupta.blogspot.com/2009/02/what-ive-learned.html)</p>\n<p>I maybe wrote a couple of testimonials on Orkut. One single poke on Facebook. A few likes, retweets, and Wordle score on Twitter/X. And a few private stories on Instagram for close friends only. Nothing else, as myself.</p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>The point though is - <strong>I have always held back.</strong></p>\n</blockquote>\n<p>And it's only hurt me. As I'm sure it will anyone with a similar composition as myself.</p>\n<p>Hence, this. A place where I'll practice penning my thoughts.</p>\n<h2 id=\"reason\" tabindex=\"-1\">Reason <a class=\"header-anchor\" href=\"https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world\">#</a></h2>\n<p>I was going to write the reasons for being like this - but you see, there's the problem right there. The goal of this particular post is not to write down reasons - but to introduce myself, this blog, set a goal, and move on to the next thing.</p>\n<p>F 'em reasons.</p>\n<h2 id=\"goal\" tabindex=\"-1\">Goal <a class=\"header-anchor\" href=\"https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world\">#</a></h2>\n<p>Since I've identified the cause - I must now fix it. Writing into the open web will, I'm quite certain, slowly but surely reduce my inhibitions.</p>\n<p>Goal is simple - speed, and no fear. Further than I already have been. Much much further.</p>\n<h2 id=\"the-contradiction\" tabindex=\"-1\">The Contradiction <a class=\"header-anchor\" href=\"https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world\">#</a></h2>\n<p>Speed, and no fear, is basically how I drive a car. I love racing. But I'm starting to realise, even there I've room to go further.</p>\n<h2 id=\"why-now\" tabindex=\"-1\">Why now <a class=\"header-anchor\" href=\"https://xyz.ckg.fyi/hello-world\">#</a></h2>\n<p>So far in my life, I've used many crutches to overcome this fear - something I'm quite sure, everyone has - to go above and beyond.</p>\n<p>And with those crutches, I've done it, on many occasions. But crutches only get you so far. I speak metaphorically of course, and of crutches for the mind.</p>\n<p>Now I don't have the option to use any of those crutches. Nor were they going to get me where I needed to go.</p>\n<p>So here it is. I'm back down to just will. That I've enough and more of.</p>\n<p>Let's go internet!</p>\n",
			"date_published": "2026-09-09T00:00:00Z"
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