14 September 2026
Today #
Not a bad day, not completely anyway.
Days are quite cyclical it seems.
Pattern of a day #
Most days start of with a lack of ability to focus, anxiety, and a lack of productivity. There are some when the mind is forced into a state of clarity and focus.
Is it just knowing what to do beforehand? Probably.
Having something scheduled in the day helps. It forces some clarity and action.
This is a key area of improvement.
The ability to answer to oneself, force oneself on behalf of no one else, but the self.
Why all this forcing though? Shouldn't it be natural?
Wandering, while not productive, definitely has it's benefits. To be able to catch the wanderer at will, that is key.
Spending time on a specific action with a set of people definitely makes the day feel less of a waste, even if it might be overall more inefficient.
Theory aside #
While the intent was to move all eight pawns a step forward, one pawn has moved maybe just a little more than a step.
It's hard moving multiple pawns together. Nevertheless, tomorrow will be better.